So yeah, still having a lot of trouble sleeping. Since I'm not doing anything I used to my mind is to wired up from all day's numbness of the motions with Nick. Now I'm not saying I don't love my little terror. It's just everyday it's the same thing. Get up, feed him, play, feed, nap, clean, play more, color, feed, hose off, play, bedtime. It gets mixed up sometimes but during the week it's pretty much just like that.

I miss playing COD4, but since the CD mysteriously disappeared during the move I can't play it. Since Furc is to much like a Chat Room for the hubby, I can't play it. I've tried my crafts thinking it might keep me occupied but I'm just to agitated lately to focus.

I'm terrified of thanksgiving. I had a plan where we'd make the turkey, a ham, sweet potato casserole, a gelatin thingy, and maybe a pie. But my husband is bent on his parents and sisters bringing a dish so I wont have to make as much. I've yet to hear from anyone what they are going to bring, what time they want to come or even IF they are coming. If you knew me, you'd know I'm a list freak. I over plan and am just about always over prepared. So thanksgiving might turn out to be us with turkey and a ham, eating mac n cheese with some rolls. Yay. Oh, and don't even get me started on what the Christmas plans are.

Can you tell my anxiety is through the roof? I wish it would all stop.